i wanna ask you one question, my dear.

she didn't really knew what to do, somehow he had come all the way back to her mind. him, which she ignored for so long now. well, not excactly. she glanced at his profile once in a while, just to see if he was okay. 

but, the fact that they just stopped talking to each other, never really botherd her. that's the way she considerd "dating". you get to know someone, and than maybe your paths turn into different directions again. until now. suddenly he was all over her thoughts, and seeing his face, everytime she closed her eyes made her feel.... sad. 

there she sat, watching the same fucking thoughts going over and over again. it was allways that same scene. it was their first, well, meeting, and she was running late, as usual. he was allready standing at that spot where they decided to meet. when he heard the sound of her foodsteps, he turned around, smiling. it was his signature smile, and she had a hard time of keeping her self from falling for him right away. 

it was his smile. in a way it was shy, but knowing and he seemed happy, kind of relived that she had actually shown up. she was also smiling, although she tried to hide it very hard. she couldn't. talking to him, or seeing him allways gave her a good feeling. she didn't know why, cause she didn't even know him. 

she closed to eyes and opened them up again. "go away!" she whisperd to herself. 

she stood up again, shook her had, and tried to get a clear mind again.

why did this make her feel so bad?

he was nothing more than a random guy, and she didn't call about not talking to him anymore right? people come and go. boys come and go. and he came back to her mind, and with him, the feeling came back. the feeling he gave her, even though she didn't know and didn't really trust him. "nonsense." she told herself. 

she didn't care about him anymore, and it didn't bother her, that they had never gone further than two dates and lots of messages. but she cared about one, thing, about the question that had stuck in her mind, since all this had happend. why did it, all their talking just stop from one day over the other. what had happend? 

Spring Time makes my Head go crazy. 

enough of that allready. 

soon it's summer, and that means 

going crazy in my opinion.